I really can’t get over how much people talk about me. It’s ridiculous really. The worst part is that they’re not just talking about me, they’re making things up, spreading this bs, and it’s getting to the point where I’m actually stalked. I find pictures of myself elsewhere online – on the profiles of people I don’t even know!
I really don’t care who talks about me. People do it all the time. It’s like I’m a celebrity or something. It’s pathetic that people really have so much free time that they can spend it talking and lying about me. Everyone is entitled to their own opinions and they’re free to talk about whatever they want, but at some point it just really gets old. I mean, don’t people have anything better to do? It seems like since my day one on the internet, everyone has been attacking me with one thing or another. I’ve had friends turn against me because of the lies people tell.
It’s not so much that I care that people talk about me, but when they’re constantly telling lies and messing with my friendships and stuff with people, then it gets to be really hurtful. I’ve offered to do everything that I could to prove my innocence with things and no matter what I do, I’m always in the wrong.
With one girl, a while back, she wanted to see my computer and where I lived. I said fine. We did it on skype. She said that this could prove my innocence. Then, after it was all said and done, she shared the screenshots of my screen and accounts online, all over the place along with a whole ton of lies. How can people be so cruel and hurtful? Am I not a human with feelings? How is it okay to just make things up about me and attack me in such a way? How is that alright? How do people justify this stuff with themselves?
A perfect example is an ongoing controversy saying that I have multiple online accounts under different names and shit. They say that I’m pretending to be all of these people and it’s not true! It seems like every fake profile out there IS ME according to these people. They make up proof and it gets really hurtful. Yes, I have other accounts online, under different names, however, I’m happy to tell anyone who I am. I’m not pretending to be anyone other than me. Even on those accounts, I’m happy to say who I am. I’m not pretending to be someone else.
Everyone is just… I don’t even know! Am I just some joke? A personal entertainment system that people use to get their kicks out of? I am human too and I do have feelings. It really bothers me that people attack myself and others based on lies and things that aren’t at all true. It’s like.. a lot of my friends are attacked with claims that they’re me and just alternate accounts that I’ve created. I have a big problem with this!
What right does anyone in the world have to go after and attack other people with lies they’ve made up about me?! How much sense does that make?! It’s getting so old and I’m just sick of it. Can’t people just deal with their own lives and their own business? I’m just getting to the point where I’m completely and utterly fed up! Not only do they attack me, but they attack others who they think are me. It’s a real what the fuck situation.
I just want people to stop. Don’t talk about me. Don’t make things up about me. Don’t attack others saying their me. Just stop! There comes a point where things have just gone too far. And it’s beyond that point now. It needs to stop. I just don’t know how to make it stop.
Honestly, I don’t have to prove anything to anyone. I shouldn’t have too. I mean, it’s gotten so bad, that people even attack and do everything they can to KEEP me on the STREETS and homeless. Like, I had a donation site going and so many reported it saying it was a scam, that the site took it down. How can people do that?! Yeah, sure, lets say my homelessness is a scam, then why do all of the churches in the area, my mum, police officers, doctors, and more ALL KNOW that we’re homeless. So all these people are in on the scam? WTF? That doesn’t even make sense! What right do these people think they have to try and keep me on the streets?! How can they do that and still live with themselves?!
I hate being on the streets. I want to go home! If they were homeless, they would feel the same way, but since they’ve never been in the situation, they feel like they can just call it a scam. You know, a lot of homeless people are just like you. They had nice things and nice clothes. That doesn’t mean anything. Not all homeless people are dirty with nothing but torn shit clothes. Honestly, I’ve met a lot of homeless people and NONE of them EVER looked like that. A lot of them have laptops, smartphones, (often newer) cars, good clothes, etc. I mean, what? Cause you’re homeless you have to give up and sell everything? That’s moronic and stupid. Only an idiot would do that.
The fact is, too many people put their beliefs in the medias display of the homeless rather than learning the facts about it. All people want to do is judge, judge, judge and then claim to know the facts when they don’t know anything about it. It gets old when it’s my life you’re actually effecting by your actions and lies! I don’t care what people think or what they do. But I can’t continue to say that when what you’re doing is making a serious, negative difference in my life! I can’t continue to not care then.
So this goes out to everyone talking bad about me. Just stop! Move on with your lives! You have no right to talk about me, you don’t even know me or anything about me. Many of you have never even spoken to me, not even once. Yet you feel that you have the right to make things up about me. Just stop. I’ve had enough. Get a life and leave me alone. Leave others alone who you think are me or whatever!
You’ve taken this all too far now and it needs to stop. It’s not a joke and it’s not funny.