DC, Here I Come!

icon Thats right! I’m going to Washington, DC! A ‘friend’, Brett, is taking me. :) He’s paying for everything. I’m really excited! We’re staying at the Marriott. Can I say, WOAH?! We’re also going to the symphony and sight seeing. :D Better yet, he’s going to show me how to use my Nikon camera! :D

I really can’t tell you how excited I am. My heart is racing! We’ll be there the whole weekend. I’m really going to miss my mum though. :( She’s not coming.

What’s worse is the fact that I don’t have a cell phone. It got shut off and we can’t afford to get it turned back on. :/ The Marriott charges for internet access too. That is the stupidest thing I’ve ever heard. So I won’t have any way to contact my mum unless I use Brett’s cell. I like my privacy though, so I’d rather use my own phone to contact my mum. I’m really hoping that mum will somehow get the phone turned back on. I doubt it though.

The trip will be nice though. I really hope that I’ll get some glasses on a stick! Well, that’s what I call them, but they’re really referred to as Opera Glasses. I’ve always wanted a pair. They’re so cool! So I’m really hoping that Brett will buy me a pair while we’re at the symphony. :)

Honestly, I don’t really care about the symphony. I just want the glasses. lol. I know, stupid right? He wants to go though and I won’t complain. :) I’ve never been, so it’ll be a new experience. I might enjoy it, I might not. I’m hoping I will though. The show that we’re going to see sounds pretty good. Well, it sounds alright. :S So I guess we’ll see.

I guess I’m excited and nervous at the same time. The trip is so amazing. I’m even going swimming! Yes! Still, all that being said, I’ve never been away from my mum. We’re really close. So its going to be strange. I want to have some of my own life though. A life without my mum always being there. So this is a step towards that.

I mean, think about it, I’m always going to have to live with my mother due to my hoarding. My mum watches that really well. I can’t stop myself. So I’ll always live with her. I want to have a life away from her too though. I don’t want to always get nervous and sad when I’m away from her for a day. I want to have fun and be able to spend time over a friends house or traveling or something. :) So I’m working towards that. I want to be independent to some degree.

Anyways, I’m off. Its 4:35 in the morning here. I have to be up by 9 am. Woops! I guess I should stop blogging and head off to bed. Night! :D I’ll blog about it come Monday or so when I get home! :D