I can’t believe it’s mid January already. I had wanted to post this so much sooner but just so much has happened. It’s been such a hectic time for me. A lot has changed in this past year. It’s sometimes hard to keep up or even keep track of it all. I mean, at this time last year I was dating an idiot and still trying to get over the heart break of my first love. It was hard. And as the year went on, things didn’t get any easier. I dealt with a terrible loss that I blamed myself for and never told anyone about until December of that year.
In the year, I made some new friends and lost others. I lived in a shitty trailer in Lothian that’s been nothing but drama. Toast and I went to Tennessee for Valentine’s day and I met my bff, Andy, for the first time. we had a ton of fun though we weren’t there for very long. I sold some old stuff and made a little bit of money. I started a job at Detailing Divas. This park police asshole stole my stuff and still refuses to give it back to me. I started learning how to drive a stick shift. I met my current boyfriend, Ricky, whose turned out to be the best thing that’s ever happened to me. I got raped and stranded in Kansas but my ex, Joey, came and picked me up without a second thought. I had the very best Halloween ever! Ricky and I went to Six Flags for the day and had a blast! I started living at Ricky’s house on the weekends and started going out every Friday with Mandy. I spent Christmas with my boyfriend. Ricky got his promotion at work – finally!!
So much happened last year and it’s just… it’s amazing how things can change in such a short amount of time. A year really isn’t that long though. It just seems like it at the beginning of the year but by the end, it’s like where did the time go? Some horrible things happened in 2015. A lot of which I don’t even want to think about. Something good did come out of it though. I met Ricky and I love him to death. So while a lot of the things that happened this past year were bad, not all of it was.
I know that this year will be hard too and a lot of things are still bound to change. Ricky and I still have a lot ahead of us. Things aren’t just going to get better over night at home either and I know that. I’m ready for that. It’s just how things are gonna have to be for a while. It’s gonna get better though at some point. We seem to move every year or so. So I’m ready for whatever comes next. I just can’t give up.
I this year though, I’ll definitely try to blog more then I have in the past. I don’t know what’s been up with me, I just haven’t been blogging. I usually update here way more then this!